One of the hardest things for me to do is to admit that I am the reason why I'm not happy.
Now I am a firm believer that money brings happiness when you haven't had it all your life. But winning the lottery not withstanding, I can be happier now.
First thing to do to be happier is to upgrade my look.
I want to lose at least 30 pounds and hit the weights to tone up a bit. I am at my heaviest right now and I am not happy looking in the mirror. Even my Southern Bell of a mother had something sarcastic to say about my weight gain. I guess she broke her Golden Rule of "if you don't have something nice to say, just shut the fuck up." Hell, I can't be mad at her. She was right. I do need to push away from the table.
By the way, I have a good plan and I actually have everything I need to get started on this diet/lifestyle change. Yes, it's a lifestyle change because I do not want to fall for the same shit over and over again. But, I have to be in a space to get it done. No long trips, no drama, no boredom, and no interruptions with bullshit to make me mad. I noticed that every time I get upset over some bullshit, I go straight to some fast food joint.
Plus, I have been rather funky slow with visiting the barber and that's never a good look. I look better with short hair and with a nice clean beard. That means a visit to the barber weekly. Yes weekly!!!!
Well, I get back from Houston on Thursday and I think I should start my diet on that day. I am moving so I will not have time to stop at Burger King or any other fast fat place. So today I officially weigh 205.
Let's get Project Happiness Started.
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